I am starting over.
I created a blog dedicated to fashion during the end of last year but after a few months, I found myself demotivated, uninterested and less passionate. I kept asking myself, "why the fuck are you feeling like this?"
I don't know about you but I personally love clothes: tops, pants, shoes, socks, shawls, outerwears, anything. You name it and I will love it. But what happened? After reflecting upon it, I realized that on my previous blog, I was trying to be someone else. I tried to be a "fashion guru". Creating rules and what to and what not to wear. It was fucking ridiculous. I was trying so hard to be the most fashionable of them all when in reality, I am not.
At the end, I deleted my previous blog. I was embarrassed with the content and and was not impressed by my fashion sense. Maybe I had outgrown the person I was before. Which could be one of the reasons as well. I changed a lot. In terms of personality, fashion sense and understanding and perspective of the world. Wow, quite a jump there.
Fashion is an interpretation of oneself and I misinterpreted myself for a while there. Thank God I came to my senses.
So, here is to new adventures. I promise myself to be as genuine as I could because let me be honest with you, I am the coolest bitch in town. Well, I try. I wanna do me. I am not gonna be some "fashion guru" wannabe. Been there, done that, made me despised fashion (the thing I love most) for a moment.
Cheers to that eh?
l8r.
Jaz
